My “Normal” Life 

© By Amorandre’a

“And the Two Shall Become One” Merging Earth and Star 

Solara www.invisible.com

My father was a very dynamic man with many fine qualities that I enjoy to this day in people, but unfortunately that did not translate into a good father. In fact he was terrifying as a father and by the time he passed away when I was 9, I was barely able to speak. My mother was a paranoid schizophrenic who added her own brand of instability to my life. I could wax on about my injuries and the story of how I was a victim and how this all affected me, but let’s just say that my focus for the seven years since I had left my mother’s home and began my work in the insurance industry was about getting over the wounds from my childhood. I learned to function despite my overwhelming fear. So I was seeking my own wellness. Perhaps that seeking, that focus, manifested itself as my prayer, or maybe, I planned this all before I came.

In December 1985 when I was twenty six and I was living that kind of “Normal” life that we are all expected to live when we “Grow Up.” I had a professional job as a Claims Adjuster. I was planning my wedding and my now ex-husband and I were looking for a home to buy. I was not a spiritual seeker by any stretch of the imagination. I was, however, deeply scarred and working through some fairly severe emotional issues stemming from a very traumatic childhood.

One day as I was going about the business of my life, doing laundry, setting appointments, I turned on the television. Shirley MacLaine was on Phil Donahue, and I sat down for a moment to take a break from my work and watched. She had written a book called Out on a Limb. I was not really listening to what was being said but I began to notice how centered she was. I began to notice ‘her,’ who she was. Then something very strange happened. I saw her energy: An alive, intelligent, colorful field of energy moving through and around her body. 

This terrified me. I could feel something beginning to happen to me internally. I thought to resist but instead, in one instant, decided to find out what this was rather than to fear it. All at once four bright lights circled my head at lightening speed and I felt myself begin to unravel. When the process was complete, I no longer was anything that I had been, although the consciousness of that still remained. I sat at the crack between the worlds and I knew everything. Every answer to every question ever asked was answered. Everything simply was and none of it had anything to do with the mind-created world I had experienced the last 26 years. That world simply was not real, or at least the mind-created constructs about how the world works was not real. I settled into the experience, absorbed everything:  What was of earth and ether, masculine and feminine. The worlds were separate and one from that vantage point—from that entry point into the larger reality. It was both perceptual and it was real, and there was no dichotomy in that. What is real is that it is all one. The truth about reality and realities; all realities were known. 

I don’t know how long I was there in that place, a few minutes or forever, it doesn’t matter. There is no time or space. A part of me still sits in the crack between the worlds looking out, but when I settled back into my body, everything was different. I couldn’t assimilate all of the information all at once. I struggled with what I had been taught and what I now knew as the truth. I had to get my mind to catch up, to understand a little bit at a time.

 I read Out on a Limb and many other books to achieve this. Because I had had the Total Consciousness experience I knew when the words were the truth and when the writer was trying to explain things through their own filtering system. Everything was very clear. It took seven years for my mind to catch up and then I thought I might be ready to meet others who were on the path.

It was at that point that I discovered a small book called Invoking Your Celestial Guardians by Solara. It literally fell of a shelf onto my head. This book introduced me to my Angelic Self and showed me how to know this aspect of myself embodied. It was at this point that I realized that the world I was living in, all of it, was inside of me. I bought all of her books and spent a weekend at the beach absorbing every trickle of information like a hungry beast. This woman did not insult me by holding back. She expressed what she knew to be true in a complete and unbridled way. There was never an insinuation that what she was telling you might be too much to understand. She simply stated what she knew to be true. Granted some of it was beyond my ability to grasp, but I just said, “well maybe” and went on with this profound download of information about who we are, about duality and unity, and about how we are all what we worship and what we hate in this world. There simply was no duality or any reason for it. 

When I returned from the beach I booked the first workshop I could get into. It was in a three story convention center and we were on the top floor with balconies overlooking the first floor on which there was a gun show going on and men and women in camouflage and outlaw attire were milling around. The irony was not lost on us. We were wearing our little white outfits, and doing our ancient chants and dances, anchoring or ‘starry selves’ into the density of our bodies. We were all one. There was no difference between them and us. Simply different experiences and focus. There was no duality and weren’t they cute in their little macho men outfits. Never mind what we were doing in ours. It is funny to look now, but at that time the ceremonies, dances and education I received that weekend in that small slice of time was profound. 

By the time I made it home I was near floating. I had to go straight from the airport to a convention for my work. It was more than surreal. When I arrived at the airport there were people arguing all around me. I remember that this had no effect on me at all as I noticed that it was all energy, There was no right or wrong except in the conceptual mind. It was only energy and choice, and I could use the energy in any way I chose. The convention was another story. I had to interact with people, in a world that was becoming more of a prison, and I didn’t know how to be in that world any longer. 

And that’s the story of my life….To quote Charles Dickens, A Tale of Two Cities: It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way- in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil in the superlative degree of comparison only.”

Amorandre’a has served as an Evolutionary Healer since the early 90’s when she was first informed with energy from our newly activated Earth. She took part in the ceremonial activation which signaled the end of duality and the beginning of this New Era. She is someone who speaks from experience, who does not put on airs but who genuinely came by her wisdom. She is offering Intensive Workshops on the process or “Bridging the Worlds” at Isis in Arcata, California beginning 3/6/10. This is 4-part workshop that will go over 3 weekends (once a month for 3 months). More information regarding the Intensives is available on www.dolphinheart.net. Call or email (707)498-4270 or This email address is being protected from spam bots, you need Javascript enabled to view it

About the Bridging the Worlds Intensive:

We are on the verge of a huge evolutionary leap in human consciousness. As we move from a duality based reality into unity and wholeness we must address all aspects of beings including the parts we do not see. As we merge ourselves and our lives into this greater reality it is necessary to create an entry point. This place exists beyond judgment, right/wrong and good or bad. Here there is no “story” of how we are victims. We are a no thing and we are in uncharted territory. This is the point where most of us stand up look around and say and what have been doing all this work for? Who am I now? Uhh… Um?

No it’s not the spiritual mid-life crisis. You have moved into the Darkness. This is not an eerie place of monsters and unseen or missing parts of ourselves. This is a place of pure creative energy and the substance of all that exists. So what do we do? Well that is what I am here to teach. This is a precise evolutionary process in which we merge your two selves and realities.

This is a 3 weekend intensive. Entry into the Greater Reality is an ongoing process. This give you the information and tools needed to successfully navigate in these new waters. The activation which you receive is a transmission of energy from that place of wholeness and magnetizes every cell of your body to this place so that as you release the old the new slowly becomes your new way of being. This continues until you are entirely living in the new template.

Step One: Letting Go of Victimhood. Taking complete ownership for our lives and Emotional bodies. In this weekend we will learn the “Non Rule, Rules”, those beliefs that keep us locked in duality and in our patterning and exercises designed to identify our stories and move them out of our bodies.

Step Two: Allowing ourselves to Heal on Deep Levels. In this weekend we will learn healing technique that heal to the atomic level and will also give you the tools to weed through what is unnatural and what is natural in our thoughts (what is in harmony with the natural world and the whole and what is not). 

Step Three: “The Magic Black” This is where we co-create the entry point into the New Vibrational Reality. This is preparation for movement into “The Magic Black” or Quantum Field which will actually occur during the Activation of the Greater Heart.

Step Four: “Activation of the Greater Heart” This is an energetic activation and merging of the two dimensional fields and an actual transference of energy occurs which magnetizes your entire being to your vibrant dream within the Greater Reality and will be done in an individual session.

More information regarding the Intensives is available on her website. www.dolphinheart.net or you may reach her by phone (707)498-4270 or This email address is being protected from spam bots, you need Javascript enabled to view it